After 7 years

What have changed?

There's alot meaningful event happened in 7 years but not something that I would have expected.

For a better and worse, I am thankful for everything that happened to me.

Those things that happened were a lesson in teaching me to be a wise person.

Alhamdulillah 💕

Allowance

Despite the bad incidents happened yesterday that made me awake at 4 in the morning.. I received a good news from my friends that our allowance are out 2 days in a row.. That would make me receive $600. Now I realised why I was awaken at 4. Because that's when the money was deposited . Alhamdulillah... Atleast I received some good news.

Sad

Im sad because something really bad happened afernoon yesterday.

Poem : FRIEND

patience what get us here

hope what brings us together

endless friendship what I seek

imperfection is what every friendship has

our laughters  ain't gonna be there forever

as sorrow will come visiting once in awhile

negative feelings filling the moment

frustration leading the way

anger, jealousy and unfairness are the devils,

causing this unfortunate event 

so long my dear friend

hope this isn't the end



written by me :)

Burrito / Tortilla

Today evening I wanted to cook something new for my family.. so I searched some recipes on internet where I can easily find the ingredients in my kitchen.. so here it is.. I made burritos / tortilla with the help of my sister.. yup.. with few ingredients I managed to find.

so here's the result...

although it looks not much but alhamdulillah it tasted quite yummy:)

Dear Bloggers / Viewers

Assalamualaikum & Hi readers~

Thank you for reading my blog. Thank you for spending your quality time to feel what I felt and experience what I experienced.

I know some of you who read my blog.. some of you revealed yourself the other day.. and I am thank you for that.. I really appreciate all your comments. Thank you :) 

... and some of those who I may not know you yet... "silent reader". I thank you also for reading my blog.. although my blog is not much, here I am free to write everything I want.

so thank you for all of you guys.. I really am... :)

Unrequited Dream

I had a dream to become a successful Law graduate with honour, by studying in UK. Specifically in Glasgow University (Scotland). because Brunei Darussalam only accept certain "Law Study", i.e in Glasgow University.

Studying Law is not only the reason why I choose Glasgow University. There are other reasons also....

Adam Smith was one of the person I respect most since he is the founder of Economics. (My favorite subject in 6th form). and he studied in University of Glasgow when he was 14 years old. Imagine that!.

Glasgow University is located in SCOTLAND! my fav country where their talking accents are hot and sexy.. but I couldn't understand single words they're saying.. so if they're gonna talk to me I'm just gonna 'nod and smile' repeatedly lol.

Their normal temperature is 7'c ! That means I'm gonna wear their cold jackets, sleeves and everything and I can wear boots I didn't get to wear in Brunei and also more public holidaysss if the snow is heavy and blocking the road yippeee!, 

3 hours from London via train a.k.a less expensive to shop!

Do you know Hogwarts from Harry Potter? Yes of course you do! then do you know Glasgow University is actually a Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry? The school location was in Glasgow University!

I want to see The Loch Ness Monster in Scotland.

Gaargh! I'm gonna say no more. I had enough. I need to bury this dream deep deep down.. somewhere really deep. because one thing for sure is I ain't going there! I'm here and I'm continuing my everyday life without looking back anymore. so stop it Zee! it is an unrequited dream.

The song below is truly what I feel.. just read this lyric or watch the video from the link below. . . . 

This song was a reflection from me, myself.. my dream.. my unrequited dream :'(

CLICK HERE TO WATCH THE VIDEO

Song : I Dreamed A Dream

Singer : Susan Boyle

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I prayed that God would be forgiving

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hopes apart
And they turn your dreams to shame

Still I dream he'd come to me
And we would live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed